Hey I’m tired and frustrated because I couldn’t do what I wanted to complete today. Life’s crazy. Too tired to even really expand, maybe tomorrow I’ll post again.
I always knew I needed money, but I never fell in love with money. I’ve always been a romantic about life, a dreamer constantly seeking the divergent path to avoid the zombie masses. A sleepy fighter who never entered the ring, with dreams of seeing the belt but without actually getting into a fight.
I don’t know if it’s dreams deferred or broken dreams syndrome, or aging. This year I turn 34. Thirty-four….3-4. I do not know when this happened, but I have more obligations and responsibilities than plans. I have more work to do than I have hands(I’m a songwriter can’t help but rhyme). I don’t have children, but I have nephews and a niece now….My parents are aging. I returned to school after several attempts at business and other endeavors. I lost my job over nothing.
Things start coming into your eyesight. For some reason, money is the cause of my despair and exhilaration. I also worked as a cab driver for 2 years. There were few thrills better than having money fall in your hands. It’s a wonderful feeling. I
want need that feeling of growing money and prosperity. Not only for me, but the progeny of my siblings(nieces and nephews).
I got money on my mind.
I still freelance at my website as well, I’m trying to get into Bitcoin/cryptocurrency. But I wonder the need/value of my services in a day of Wix/Weebly/Squarespace/Godaddy web builders.
But if you are interested in web design services I am at Blue Balled Media.
I also want to start my online sports magazine at Blue Balled Sports Mag
I will take my chances. Even though they’ve almost killed me. I have no choice. It’s ridiculous until you take and make your shot. Seth Godin said nobody get’s talker’s block but many people get writer’s block. Don’t be afraid to write as you speak. And act as you dream!!!!
Listen to this interview from Seth Godin
Semester is almost over…
1st semester I took Intro to Engineering Technology
Circuit Analysis 1
Digital Circuits 1
Next semester: I will take
Circuit Analysis 2 4credits
Digital Systems 2 4credits
Programming Fundamentals 3credits
Electronics 1 4credits
Thank goodness. Now, I’m going to focus on some of my personal projects like web design/SEO and songwriting.
This world is a scam. Most of its constructs, it’s institutions. My only solution is see as I see and think as I think. I cannot allow this world to coerce me into standing in line. I hate being subservient to other people’s demands and condescension.
Patrick Willis story
“Power isn’t about just going forward. It’s about not letting anything hold you back. You find that in yourself, and you can go anywhere you want.”
Russell Wilson story
“My dad always told me three P’s. Persevere Perspective and Purpose”
Derrick Coleman story
“I’ve been deaf since I was 3 so I never listened to them” them being the coaches, the NFL Draft.
Listen to Kanye West rant. There is some semblance of inspiration in his madness. He’s passionate. And it is so invigorating, just the demeanor is too wild at times. But I do admire his ability to be passionate.